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The Voice Within by Christina AguileraI read this from a book na bigay ng isang mabuting kaibigan. Naisip ko lang na its nice to share. Ganda ng message, lalo na kung medyo bitter ang mood ng mga tao. To those who know this one, alam nyo na kung saan ko nakuha ito. To those who don't, you wouldn't believe where I read this one. Anyways, enjoy mga pips...
Beyond Forgetting
For a moment I thought I could forget you.
For a moment I thought I could steal the restlessness in my heart, I thought the past could no longer haunt me -- nor hurt me. How wrong I was!
For the past, no matter how distant, is as much as a part of me as life itself. And you are part of that life. You are so much part of me - of my dreams, my early hopes, my youth, and my ambition - that in all my task I can't help remembering you.
Yes, I came. And would my pride mock my real feelings?
Would the love song, the sweet lovely smile on your face be lost among the deepening shadows?
I wanted to be alone.
I thought I could forget you in the silence and in song.
Yet I remembered. For who could forget the memory of once lovely, the once beautiful, the once happy world such as ours?
I came because the song that I kept through the years is waiting to be sung. I cannot sing it without you. The song when sung alone will loose the essence of its tune, because you and I had been one.
I wanted this misery to end, because it is part of my restlessness.
Can't you understand? Can't you define the depth, and the tenderness of my feelings towards you? Yes, can't you see how I suffer in this ever darkness without you?
You went away because you mistook my silence for indifference. But silence my dear is the language of my heart. How could I essay the intensity of my love when silence speak a more eloquent tone? But perhaps you didn't understand.
Remember, I came, because the gnawing loneliness is there and will not be lost until the music is sung, until the poem is heard, until the silence is understood... until you come to me again.
For you alone can blend music and memory into one consuming ecstasy. You alone...